PS of the week.

I'm glad I finally feel like I deserve you.

~K

PS of the Week

~K

Hij houdt van me. Il m'aime. Er liebt mich. Lo ama. Ama-me. Él me ama.




He loves me.

~K

Oh, Canada!

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret youS
till the memory of you
Marks everything i do

~K

Emism.

Mom, in background: Ask her what her ETA is.
Em: What's your ETA? Er...wait....when are you going to be here so we can ETA? That's what Mom meant.
K: Umm, I don't think that's what she meant. You mean what's my ETA so we can EAT?
Em: *pause* Crap. DO NOT BLOG THAT!

Les pensées sur l'homme I aiment, en français !

Je l'aime. C'a été presque une année, mais je pense que j'ai été dans l'amour avec lui depuis notre première conversation. Je l'ai aimé avant que j'aie su à ce qu'a ressemblé il, comment sa voix a retenti, comment il a senti.

Cela a pris pendant quelque temps pour nous pour obtenir nos actes ensemble, mais pour chaque instant que je suis avec lui, chaque appel téléphonique, chaque message textuel, juste commandes il à la maison pour moi que C'est lui. C'est le temps qui fonctionnera pour nous.

Avec reconnaissance, il le sent aussi. Peut-être pas aussi fort comme le fais je, ou peut-être, plus gardé, mais il fait. Je peux dire dans sa réaction, et les choses qui sont différentes cette fois. Pourquoi ne pouvons-nous pas simplement la dire ? Pourquoi tous les deux sentons-nous la nécessité de l'entourer avec des dénis ?

Je ne peux pas attendre le jour où je peux simplement examiner ces il bleu magnifiques et lui dire que je l'aime, et l'entends échanger.

~K

PS of the week

De Dell encore.

~K

"Nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embrace and in this world of loneliness I see your face yet everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy. Maybe."

Leona Lewis-Bleeding Love

Emisms

Now, to clarify, I should state that my sister Em is rather intelligent. She will probably wind up being smarter than I am when she's my age.

However, she's going through a slight cerebral klutzy stage right now, which results in HILARIOUS blogging potential. I'll share a few of these with you now.

E: Why are you laying down outside?
K: I'm tanning. Wanna join?
E: No! I don't want to get sun cancer!
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*Em starts going through my wallet and notices my driver's license.*
E: That's a really bad license plate picture.
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E: Luckily, I'm naturally tinted.
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E: Ok, I have a question, and it's extential...er....astencil....er....it's IMPORTANT!
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There's more, but I'll get to them another time.

~K

PS of the week

Para Dell.

~K

"Well I will keep calling you to see If you're sleeping, are you dreaming If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me? I can't believe, you actually picked me"

Blue October-Calling You

QFS

So I'm driving home the other night on Highway 13, which, for those of you who don't know is a little used path that basically exists soley to take people from 50 highway to I-70.



It's about dusk, and as I crest a hill I see flashing lights. I quickly determine that they belong to an ambulance that is parked on the side of the road.



As I pass the bus, I noticed that it's parked by a graveyard. There are no other cars, houses, etc....just the ambulance and graveyard. I think to myself....say it with me...."Little late for that, bud."

~K

Ta-da!

Ok, thanks to my uber hacking skills I now have the REAL internet at my mom's, where I am still stuck. Ew. Of course, by hacking skills I mean I got lucky and someone in the neighborhood set up an unsecure network. Mad skills, yo.





There's a few major things that have happened since my last post and some little things too. I started keep a file of things I wanted to blog on my Blackberry, so I'll try not to overwhelm you with all of them at once.





The first major event would have to be my birthday. It was one of the lovelier ones I've had in years, thanks to several special people. Two days before my birthday, Mark took me out to lunch. He met me with a card and flowers and we had a lovely lunch at Cheeseburger in Paradise, then retired to his place to just hang out. It was nice and very relaxing.



My actual birthday was on Friday, but I'd just planned a quiet night with the fam. I made dinner, opened my gifts, had cake, and played some poker. I was then supposed to head to Nate's but he cancelled at the last minute which put me in a funk. Heth texted that she and her friend Jackie were out doing karaoke, and if I came up they'd buy me a shot. I get up there and got my shot, which the bar actually paid for, but Heth and Jackie were ignoring me...so I got irked and headed home. I get to I70 and think, "Hell, I'm already this far..." so I headed up to B's. I park and walk in and almost literally run into my friend Shawn. I'd met Shawn a few months back there, and he'd suddenly dropped off the radar. Turns out, it was because he fell off a roof and almost died. Good excuse. He and Lori proceed to get me COMPLETELY lit, and I wind up crashing at his place.



Saturday, I sleep in, then start to slowly head home. I stop by Nate's, and wind up going to lunch with him, then hanging out. I finally make it home at 6:30. I shower, change, and wait for my DD (Heth) to show up to take me to my birthday party @ B's. She shows up two hours late. That's right....I was 2 hours late to my own birthday party! We get there and get settled, and Dell shows. Most of my REAL friends cancelled on me, tragically, but several of my casual friends showed and bought me a drink or twelve. Honestly, I didn't drink that much. Long story short, I wind up going home with Dell. (There was major friend drama and he offered an out.) We had a lovely Sunday, and after some discussion later in the week, decided to give things another go.
Wish us luck.

That's all I can think of at this point, but I'm sure more will come up later. :)

~K