Le Sigh

I should start by remarking that the tone of this post is not meant to be whiney...just....pensive.

The more time I spend with Nate lately the more I think that we should just go our seperate ways. He's totally closed off, and I feel like he's punishing me for something with every move. While ending the relationship was a mutual decision, I feel that it was his giving up that was the final a blow in it, so I'm not so sure what I'm being punished for.

Additionally, I finally saw Dell again this weekend. After a well timed drunk dial on Weds, we'd left things open, and he extended an invite to meet with his friends last night, which I did. I almost wish I hadn't now. We talked on the phone twice today, but, honestly, the fantastic connection isn't there anymore. Maybe it's because I hadn't seen him for two weeks, I'm not sure. He's off all week this week and had said that he would work out a time for us to get together, so we'll see. It will be tragic, but easy at this point.

Ugh....I sat on this but nothing more seems to be coming.
~K