Post 1 of 3 - The Story of Us

Ok, you're going to get a few posts here, because I have a lot to say right now.
So.
Three weeks ago today I T-boned a guy at an intersection I thought was a four way. Oops. I called Nathan, he left work early and came home. We had sex, and he tells me that he wants to leave. Fine. So the next few days I treated him like a roommate, turned down sex....he hated it. Things seemed better.
Then, last Weds. we had an argument and he moved out. That would be the 10th....our technical four month anniversary. He came over to talk Friday and we decided that we'd still be together, just not living together.
That was fine until Sunday when I stopped by his parents (where he moved back) and realized that he has it so easy there while I'll be struggling with him, emotionally and financially. I told him I couldn't see him because I'd just be angry and resentful and I'd wind up miserable and hating him. I tried to leave a number of times and he wouldn't let me. I went to the bar, got drunk, and he came to pick me up and have me crash at his house. When he picked me up he said that he wanted to move back in. We decided he'd move in this week after he told his parents on Tuesday.
I called him this morning and his parents weren't happy so he's not moving back in.
So I'm done.
~K
"So much for all the promises you've made.
It served you well and now you're gone
And they're wasted on me.
So much for your endearing sense of charm.
It served you well and now you're gone
And it's wasted on me.
I guess that all you got is all you're gonna to get.
So much for, so much more."
Dashboard Confessional-Rapid Hope Loss (Note the scroller to the side...with the incorrect lyrics)